Birthday Bash!! :D

sobrang saya! went to a birthday celebration / outing with formdev friends to celebrate the birthday of jas, jay-r, adz and danon kakatawa sobra at saya dn sobra puro tawanan at lokohan most of the time. went swimming at the pool there, tapos may bilyaran dn dun bilyards! tpos parang buffet na dinner tpos inuman at tambay tambay

funny moments:
-commute ng bus ksama sila jay-r, walton, calvin, carlos, ako, sir kaloy, rigor at si jao at barias adventure!
-times na kumakanta si dino at carlo sa videoke dun hahah from gabi nung dumating, kainan hangang umaga kung kailang 2log na mdami
-palaka! bilis takbo nila raine at jen from the pool
-times na ngsswimming…. dami un hahaha kktawa
-inuman sessions ( tapang ng lambanog ni sir kaloy!!! tunay lalamunan! )
-jackass nila rigor, carlo, adz at kalbo

sana maulit uli! hahah saya kahit medyo walang 2log at bangag ako un paguwi kow!

First day… actually first tuesday thursday class day…

today was my first day of my tuesday and thursday classes this term… it was so exciting because I was going to meet my friends again! I arrived at school early there was no one there so I decided to go to UM to get some cd’s, I met Q on the way and he accompanied me there. Then after that I went back to dlsu and tried to buy some notebooks, but I didn’t since the bookstore was crowded.

After that we went to the beach ( a place near school where we hang out ) and ted and the others were there we were just hanging around and I was reading a magazine that Q brought… hehehe after a while I received a text from bea saying she was at school and then I left Q and the others and went to where bea was.

I arrived at gox’s mini canteen where bea, jacob, gina and xan was and then I drew a map and directions on how to get to la salle from my house in bea’s notebook, it was for her neighbor. After that they went to get some food and then hsiao arrived. we were all hanging around and talking and then me, hsiao and gina went to our relsfor class.

The class had plenty of students majority of there were from BS-statistics and some were from BS-math… there were also plenty of CSE students there from our batch…. then there was an ice breaker game…. I felt sort of strange… I never liked ice breakers specially if they are too childish or something…

After that we went back to Gox where we met up with rane, bea, jacob, cua, tintin and the others…. cua, jacob and tintin went to pizza hut to eat…. where as me, rane, bea and hsiao went to yellow cab to eat, my treat. hehehe It was really fun and the pizza was big we didn’t even finish it so we gave it to bea as baon .

We went back to gox where we met up with jacob,kris and also MG. They sort of hanged out a bit and then we all sat down then liyan arrived. after a while they left for their classes while I accompanied a friend to a far away place…. some time later It was around 4:00 plus I was late and I was supposed to meet hsiao at gox lobby and we would go to our litera1 class together since we were classmates…. but I was late ( sorry! ) so she went ahead.

As I was going there I sort of got lost because when I arrived there, the board said that the class transferred to V205 and then when me and robert carag checked it, it was a bathroom…. so it was strange…. weird…. then we wandered around until a prof found us hanging around outside the room and told us the room was V405, he must have accidently wrote v205 on the board so we went in. We were told to answer some questions on the board and read some literary pieces…. I actually got confused at some of the works there because they made little sense to me… but I liked the other one the sort of short story….

After that me and hsiao went back to gox lobby where we met up with kris and then talked a bit, after a while we left…. I accompanied hsiao to south gate while I looked for our car and when I found our car I went home hehehe

Home?

I usually think about this now and then…. especially during my summer vacation, breaks and even on weekends when I’m at home. Is home really the place where I want to be?

for me, i kind of prefer to hang out with my friends somewhere else rather than stay at home, relax and not use my money for anything specially food and entertainment. I’m always getting irritated when I’m at home.

My parents are usually and always fighting every few minutes to few hours over trivial and small things like money for food, what food to eat, what to do later on, what things they want to buy. I never get bothered by that much anymore because I kind off got used to it. They fight like that almost everyday, at work at home and even at outings and family reunions. The only thing that irritates me more is my own brother.

He is so irritating. He is spoiled and thinks everyone should do whatever he says and everything that he says is always correct. He even corrects me when I’m trying to fix the internet or DSL at home. I’m a student that studies computer studies and I even asked my friends on how to fix the wi-fi DSL at home and my brother who studied entrepreneur thinks he knows what he is doing and is even telling me I’m doing everything wrong. He is so lazy and keeps on passing all of his duties and responsibilities to others. All of the chores and things that need to be done, specially maintenance, fixing computers and cleaning the room and the house he always passes it all to me. There are times that when he has a project and work he asks for my help… no demand is more like it. He demands that I help him with his work even though I don’t know anything about his work. I study computers…. and yet he wants me to know business and help him with business stuff…. He always keeps comparing himself to me…. he keeps saying that he works hard and all I do is just sit around and do nothing…. *!@^*@ ofcourse were different!! He already graduated and is currently working and Im just studying in college….. I hate him so much!!! hes got an attitude problem that he won’t fix , he always thinks hes better than others and everyone should follow and do what he says…. So irritating!!!!

plus hes older than me by 5 years so basically, he should be more responsible than me….. but nooooo

&*@#@*(*& Dentist!

Im so frustrated and angry!!!! I would keep on saying bad words and profanities if only I didn’t make a promise some time ago that I wouldn’t say bad words anymore!!!

GRRRR Im such an idiot for agreeing to get these braces!!! At first they keep saying its for my own good and it would help me a lot!! but ever since I got these braces or ever since I started the operation and stuff to get braces…. Ive been in pain and I always get irritated!!!

I had so much operations and surgeries on my teeth that I can’t count them anymore…. I can make a (*@#@#& necklace out of my teeth…. and some of my teeth were broken down!!! There are times I can’t feel pain anymore in my face because I got so used to anesthesia and my face being numb almost all the time!!!!! I can’t eat most of the time because of my surgeries and now….

I can’t eat anything at all because of these damn braces!!!! Its so irritating!!!

Your Sword vs My Dagger by Silverstein

I’m cutting through, your bleeding out
and I would tell the truth, but I can’t help myself
red rushes out, dissect this nerve
and I’ll stop myself before I reach my cell

I wasn’t asking for the world

and you know that I’m not one to follow through
all these city streets the people look the same
and I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn’t asking for the world

you’re stabbing in, permanent scars
and you’ll justify it all inside yourself
you’ve finished me, my pulse is gone
and you’re satisfied to put this all to hell

I wasn’t asking for the world

and you know that I’m not one to follow through
all these city streets the people look the same
and I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn’t asking for the world

drink the poison when you think it’s over
(drink the poison)
stabbing yourself when you think it’s too late
tragic endings are your thing; you love them
(tragic endings)
you love letting go, the ending’s the same
drink the poison when you think it’s over
(drink the poison)
inevitable, Verona lives inside of you

I wasn’t asking for the world

and you know that I’m not one to follow through
all these city streets the people look the same
and I can see your face, and I can hear your name
I wasn’t asking for the world

Formdev Retreat with facis

April 13-16, 2008

The much awaited retreat of formdev… what can I say… It was so fun and relaxing. It’s probably one of the best retreats I’ve ever been to. A beautiful place, with friends, plenty of delicious food and most of all memorable and funny moments.

One of those funny experiences and moments was the OJT, this is where we show the newcomers to formdev a sample situation in classrooms. hehehe its so funny and exaggerated. First was the facis did a scene where they were basketball players disrupting the class…. next was cheerleaders! it was so funny because the facis that were supposed to act and disrupt the class in the situation were all boys and all of them had to lift their shorts in order to make it look like they were wearing skirts! hahah Last but not the least they posed as dancers having a dance off in the class! it was so funny….

There was also a video shoot where we had to make a video, it lasted for quite a while. The 3rd day we had to film the entire day and we even reached up until 2 or 3 in the morning and we were still filming scenes. I played a role that usually appeared in many scenes. So I stayed up pretty late, there was a point I couldn’t laugh anymore even though almost all of the scenes that we do had comedy in it. Too tired to even laugh! but overall it was pretty fun! since there were many funny moments there. Like:

Waway’s Bloody Hell line ( used in the dinner scene where brothers vs teachers )
Thas Right! line ( we used this when we agree on something hahaha )
Tekken fightoff! – me and others got bored while waiting so we were all roleplaying the different tekken characters and immitating their style of fighting! it was so hilarious!
Danceoff! – some of the other faci’s were having a dance showdown! hahah

Jolly Land! me, paul, waway, carlo, adz, rigor, yang, raine and jay-r were in jolly land! enjoying ourselves and having fun…. there were times there was a marathon where we ran uphill without any shirts on! so cold in tagaytay at night running uphill!

Last but not the least! Graduation! ofcourse some faci’s graduate from formdev because they also graduate from school! Im gonna miss them! Pre, Danon and Lai! The graduation was simple but took a long time. We all took turns describing the graduate and then telling a memorable experience about that graduate. It was so funny! even though more than half of the people in the room were sleepy and tired! I was one of the few that wasn’t so tired because I spent the time laughing.

I really want to go back with the formdev facis again! Its only been a few days and yet I already miss them! this is one of the most memorable moments of my life…. the funny thing is…. the day that we came back from the retreat is the same day as course card day or the day we get our grades from our different subjects! so after the retreat we went from tagaytay back to school and there we parted ways!

Grades! Boom!

April 16, 2008
I was so worried about this day… course card day…. because my performance wasnt good this term hahah, I thought I was failing everything and I felt like I really was because when I saw my midterm grades all of them were pretty bad except for japala1.

The funny thing is things pretty much turned out fine… I practically did a 0 on the final exam of japala1 and yet I passes with a 1.0, as for em-tech I barely passed, I got 72 over 100 which means another 1.0 as for stramis i knew a one or 2 weeks ago that I passed…. but Im the only one that passed in our group of 4 in stramis. Last but not the least, I deserve my failing grade in msnetec, I knew weeks ago that we were going to fail that subject. So hard to program in visual studio 2005. Can’t make the connection with the mobile device and the web service hahahah o well I’ll do better next time…

Kingone with Formdev Facis

4/05/08

On a saturday…. I went to school to work on the mobile application for msnetec… and sad to say nothing much happened, it still doesnt work. But later on that night I became happy because I went to Kingone with the formdev facis. It was an eat all you can…. hotpot! its was really fun because we were all enjoying the food and each others company. We took pictures and made fun of one another… actually we made fun of raine and lai usually the pictures of the event are actually at my multiply….

Multiply pics

Pictures cam from jeri and jas heheh it was really an unforgettable experience! It made me feel happy and made me think about life….

Solo mode!

I feel so irritated! Its so hard…. its hard doing everything and yet Im in a group. Im always in a group, usually group by 4 and the other 3 are my friends and yet no matter how big my group is… I always end up doing all if not majority of the work. Then my performance is not that good or my work does not reach the expectations of the teachers. Well…. All i can say is that my work wont ever meet the expectation of the teacher if they expect a work that was made by 4 but our work is always made by 1!!!! So all the mistakes in the work usually belong to me…. I noticed that for everytime this happens I usually get so stressed out…. because we end up usually nearly failing because I end up doing all the work and ofcourse I commit many mistakes.

The work meant for 4 is made by 1 so the performance or output is not that good as that of if 4 people worked on it and it also takes longer to make. I have groupmates but I can never really rely on them because they never listen in class and there are times they don’t even attend class. How can I ask them to do something if they don’t even know what it is all about…. So i end up doing everything and suffering and having long periods of no sleep.

I got pissed out lately because I let my groupmates do something in a group project…. they made the project proposal and I was gonna program. In the end, I learned that It was better If i did everything becuause my groupmates made the proposal hard. They proposed that we were going to make a system, not just any system but a very large system with design and plenty of functions…. the problem is the only person capable of programming is me…. It would take a lot of studying and time to make this… time that we don’t have…. SO I HAVE TO STUDY, CRAM AND PROGRAM the whole thing and make it presentable to a prof that asks so many things… and all I can do is try to make the revisions he said before…. Now i have to program so that I can get enough bonus points to pass the subject and my groupmates decided to give up on the subject…. which pissed me off! since this project proposal is theirs…. Parang sila ng suggest na ito gagawin at sobrang dami nilagay na gagawin pero di pala nila kaya gawin at ako din gagawa lahat tapos babagsak kami dahil sobra dami kailangan gawin na di ko kaya gawin lahat ng mabuti…. buti sana pag isang major function lang…. mgagawa ko tpos mapapaganda ko pa…. pero inde e…. sobrang dami pnropose tapod si namin magawa so kawawa kami… sobrang dami napropose tapos ako lang gagawa lahat since halfway nagive up na sila…..

Next time Im going SOLO!!!! Im tired of people grouping with me and I end up doing all the work and they just get to share the credit with me….. Im tired of getting stressed out because of nearly failing because my performance wasn’t good enough because I cant finish the work all by myself!!!

Call It Karma by Silverstein

I really liked this song, this reminded me of many things… I used to sing this often during my second year in college while I was taking my Relstwo or religion class, our outreach was in the church near Daryll’s and we were the choir there. Everytime we went there to do our choir duty I would be listening to my ipod and singing this song while we were taking a break. Brings so many memories of me, daryll, Q and biong hanging out every saturday in Timog Ave, drinking starbucks every saturday…..

Blame it on the weather, but I’m a mess
And this February darkness has me hating everyone
And I know I need your comfort, but this drama makes me sick
And the longer I lay here I know it’s harder to get up
without you

[Chorus:]
Lose another day here
Lose another year here
I’m with you

Find me something out there that’s making sense
And it’s just another trend carefully hidden in your dress
And the cycles neverending and the fashions overdone
And the further that I run away, the further I’ll come back
to shelter…

[Chorus]

You are the fire on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I’d rather burn than fall
It isn’t fate that took us all by storm
It’s just the turn of a card

[Chorus]

You are the fire on my apartment floor
Sixteen stories, I’d rather burn than fall
It isn’t fate that took us all by storm,
It’s just the turn of a card

Goodbye, old friend
Goodbye, goodnight
I’ll move on
You’ll call it fate, I’ll call it karma
We had our time, it was fun
while it lasted

I’ll look back with honor
and no regrets
I won’t be mad, won’t feel bad
These memories will never leave me
Don’t be sad
cause life goes on, life goes on
It’s getting too late
Tomorrow is here